Recently, Anne Marie Bennett of Kaleidosoul shared an exercise outlined by Seena Frost (the creator of SoulCollage®) in which eight to ten Neters are chosen from one's deck who seem to predominate during the holiday season. This isn't a Random Draw, but a deep reckoning of who is hanging out in the living room of your psyche and leaving cigarette butts piled in the ashtrays and who is acting as a better guest.
The following is the result of this creative experiment. These musings don't contain the I Am the One Who . . . statements. Instead, the words came through as stream of consciousness writing. Neters that are missing might be Gratitude, Peace, The Comfort of Darkness (just came up with that last one) which could to be created to mingle with the folks below.
|Anger ~ Screaming! Yelling! Pulling! Tearing! This wave has pushed me too far and I don't like being pushed! My blood boils! I can not see clearly because of the blind rage. How can I stand and let this wave pass?|
|Denial ~ I will just look away. Let someone else tend to it. My pink halo is looking for fun and ease. All of these other things are complicated and not my business. I can't fix it all anyway.|
|Fragile ~ How does she do it? How does she keep all that weight on her head? How does she stay balanced and centered? I am feeling frazzled and disconnected. I can barely pull myself together! I just want to be left alone.|